i’ve always known i was different.
too much. too deep. too kind. too smart.
turns out... that’s my edge.
i grew up behind a white picket fence, the kind that hides everything.
control was the air i breathed. perfection was the expectation.
my mother called herself “mother dearest”... if you know, you know.
it was chaos in disguise. love tangled with fear.
so i survived by becoming the good girl. the caretaker. the hyper-independent one.
but survival has a cost.
for over 30 years, my body was offline.
frozen. disconnected. pretending to be okay... until it wasn’t.
now, i’m thawing. waking up. remembering who the f*ck i am.
i’ve been no contact with my parents for years.
healing sexual trauma. relationship trauma. marriage pains. mother wounds.
breaking the silence that raised me. grieving what never was.
i’m doing the work of three generations of women.
and i’m still here... raw, real, rebuilding.
♑︎ • ♋︎ ☾ • ♍︎ ↑ … hello rbf doormat.
now i build safety from the inside out.
empathy comes naturally.
bluntness is a non-negotiable.
i feel people fast and deep. always have.
my intuition isn’t a vibe… it’s a bloodline.
spiritually unhinged by choice.
witch-blooded. astrology-coded.
former virgo control freak turned full-blown pisces surrender queen.
leo lilith in healing… if you trigger me? congrats, i’m evolving.
i don’t skim the surface.
i live in the wound.
& i rise from it.
every. single. time.
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this isn’t just coaching. it’s your personal intervention.
you’re not lazy. you’re not broken. you’re stuck in patterns you didn’t choose
& i’m here to help you torch them.
chaos code is my high touch, identity level coaching for women who are done spiraling, second guessing, and settling for crumbs.
we strip the bs, decode your chart, break the loops, and build a life that finally f*cking fits.
what to expect:
you’ll feel called out, seen, and deeply supported.
you’ll cry. you’ll laugh. you’ll rage.
and you’ll finally stop running from yourself.
we’ll rewire self-trust, burn down people-pleasing, rebuild habits that actually stick, and help you show the f*ck up—for you.
i won’t fix you. i’ll remind you who you are.
chaos code is the permission slip and the structure you’ve been craving.
your whole life can shift. lfg.